because of you, im free.
[censored and edited]they are still,
they dont move.
they've been in this state for so long.
i cant believe it.
period of contemplation.
hypocrites, really.
praising God, so proud of being a christian.
but do they really know God.
i've been out of that state.
out of that delusion.
all the swarming and spinning of superficiality
be real
i've been with them, every single day
they're my 'friend's since last year.
but i have not seen a slight growth in them.
the same jeers at prayers
at the pastor.
the same giggle during chapel.
why do they even call themselves christians?
they dont live up to it.
dont they know God is more than just something they can boast about.
walk the talk.
if you are late, you deserve to be locked outside.
why,
you insist of going in.
questioning the ushers.
they are christians too.
we gather here for a purpose.
yet do not live by that purpose.
what crap.
insensitivity
you insist of pushing your way in
they've already closed the doors on you
why cant you get it?
dont you know you're disrupting those that are worshipping?
if people are coming out,
and even if there are space inside.
by going in.
you're creating a huge inconvenicene.
why cant you listen.
why cant you give in?
why curse and swear at those
who you're spending your eternal life with
i just dont get it.
even you are a hypocrite.
no, i dont claim to be perfect.
i dont claim to be all holy
and im not in a good state myself either.
but at least i live up to it
or i try too
all the camps and concerts and live performances.
the sermons the worship
yet you dont grow.
what do u actually learn out of all those?'
everything in the world will pass.
nothing will remain
except his word. him.
and all those in it.
*shrieks*sarcastically
be real.walk the talk.s u p e r f i c i a l i t y
and if i had wings; i would fly.