detachment
i feel extremely detached from the world.
like i dont feel anyone else.
i feel them physically.
but in other aspects,
not very sure.
caught the bug.
horrible.
suffering in school
sneezing and hiccuping.
arughhh.
i dont feel like i belong.
i guess im not that close to anyone now.
shurg.
what am i saying?
im not even supposed to feel belonged.
an alien visiting a place,
temporary
not my home.
i want to read books
i want to read harry potter and the half blood prince.
i love it when im being transported.
into another world.
nothing seems to matter there
whinewhienwhine
no, big girls dont whine.
leave me alone, alone, alone, alone
leave me alone, alone, alone
i dont want to feel anything
23 july come soon, the sooner you come
the better.
sunday better come soon too
it's wednesday, im sick
but sunday's coming
it's wednesday, im suffering.
but sunday's coming
sounds familiar?
and if i had wings; i would fly.