be my breathe, so i can walk.
im tired, exhausted, lethargic.
state of hopelessness.
but im much better now.
i know two mums who died this week
im not happy.
im dreading it
im tired.
very tired
be strong, please be strong
we'll be praying for you
jessica's right
i only have one chance
and i should cherish it
once in alife time chance
yet im still online..
5 family members flying off this week
sis just left, i just came back from the airport
dad's flying off on monday
mom on friday
uncle on 14th.
2nd oldest cousin not sure when, thnk 15,
shanghai too
and my uncle and auntie, the two
air stewardess,
not sure if they're flying
this screams freedom
but i pray nothing bad will ever happen
and if i had wings; i would fly.